I have been looking forward to these few blissful days for ages, when I'll be done with my USMLE Step 1 and I'll be free, technically. But now I realize, that these days are not exactly 'blissful' and 'happy' as I had imagined them to be. Thinking about how will I fare in Step 1 (that is the tough part, believe me!), how to start preparing for USMLE Step 2 CK, how to plan for my 'future plans' and what not. Please do remember that I particularly excel at planning things, but as I now see it, my ability is at its best when I have a exam ahead. Or maybe, I am so used to taking exams, that I don't know what life is on the other side. My non-medical friends, as you may call them, are earning handsomely and laugh out loud at me, still studying and preparing for the never-ending exams!
I hope to be done with it people, soon!
But for now or maybe in a week, I have to start reading for yet another exam I intend to take soon. Winding it all up in a two to two-and-a-half month time seems a little impractical to me at present, but as usual, do I have a choice?
So the bottom-line is: You don't like when you are studying as you have so much to study and the course never seems to end. You don't like when you don't have to study because at least you had something to do previously! (which you are so much used to) However, you tend to like the time when you have nothing to do and when you wish that it would have been better if you had something, except studying obviously!
PS: Short post which shows that I actually have nothing to do now, and which also shows that I am 'not-much-of-a-blogger'.